After so long of inactivty, i finally revive my so called "dead" blog.


i haven't touched my blog for a very long time, i have been wanting to blog but was too lazy and procastination has got the worst out of me. day by day, and soon it became a month plus. now i'm in school and first time in my schooling life i'm blogging in school. i'm having Anatomy and physiology 2! my favourite module.. i got a picture of a skeleton. today we learning about the pelvic bone, fuck man just 1 freaking bone got so much thing to study.

*she touching skelly's skull*

*naked Skelly*

*omg wad is teacher doing with the skeleton*

A month can be considered quite short as time flies, however within this short period of time so much things has happened, i don't know if it is a good thing or a bad thing and school stuff have been haunting me, i have yet to submit my Professional Profiling and the deadline is due in 8 days if i do not have it done by then, i have to repeat another year in school. it can be a good thing to cause i can defer my national service by another year and i'll be left idling for a year doing nothing and there is a high chance i might not even be working.

i totally regretted not doing my professional profiling earlier. ARGH! thinking of it makes me want to rip my hair off which i will not as my hair to me is precious.. earlier on my pp i could have just interview any individual and this is so much easier. i could have just interview my mom, but now i have to do a report on a company. awwww so tedious.. 8 days left!!! i have no idea who i'm going to interview i scared due to the rush to make it by the deadline and i take a wrong step and in the end i will fail my pp and in the end all my efforts come to a naught.



My final year project is such a drag, our team till now is still unable to find a suitable sensor for our project and we are at our wits end. i believe in what the sales person has said about our project it is too demanding and it is already available in the market if we can easily do a project similar to that that is in the market then what is it's market value since poly students can even do it. our project is stucked at the same place for almost 5 weeks already i have a very bad feeling about it. i've finished my report but now what we are doing is like the same thing over and over again. we are doing literature review almost all the time and there is no improvement in the practical part, without the sensor we are left helpess as we need to know the voltage which the sensor run on in order to develop the amplifer to amplify the incoming signal to be sent to the DAQ which we have not even buy so the sensor is a very important step for us but we just cant seem to make that first step.



a few days back i went out with garrick to bugis to sell my darling w900i. she too old le 1 year plus already so it's time to let go although i don't really want to but it has been giving me problem and i should trade-in before it loses any more of its value, now using k800 i took from my dad. i sold my darling for 330 and dad gave me 30$ and i had to give him 300$ i want to buy S500 from sony ericsson. it looks so elegant and stylish. me and garrick went to so many different shop to check the highest price they offer for our phone, we went to sim lim square and walk walk checked out those cheapo mp3 players, although it is cheapo, it packs a punch. it has a 3 megapixel camera, games, document reader, picture viewer, mpeg4 viewer and recorder. for 200$ only we plan to buy 1 each.



this reminds me of someone, thinking about it makes me kind of sad.

we used to be close but now we are just normal hi, bye friends..

we seems to have endless things to talk about but now we give each other a cold shoulder.

you used to be unhappy with me being close to other people but now i see the same scenario.

we used to go out together hang out together and have your attention but now your attention is on other people and you rarely set eyes on me anymore.



i told you how i feel, but i was replied with a 'you'll get used to it' i quite surprised you would say that but now you have said that i just have to do as i'm told. i'm sure i'll be able to get used to it. there are a few promises we made with each other that have yet to be fulfilled but nevermind let it all be buried with our past, cause i don't want to think about it anymore. i feel like i'm the second him, now you shoot me when i'm talking. since you already have you own life and your own new group of friends why you even bother what i did in the club. Anyway all good things will come to an end i will not long for it anymore just let it drift away with the ticking of the clock.



anyway yesterday was majong day, after school went to fiona house for 2 round majong. i didn't play at all i was there to sleep only. benji, lynn, fiona, kenneth and jojo played and i ZZZ on the bed then later brian came and followed by shu hui, as for me still continued sleeping, around 12 i took a cab home together with brian, kenneth and jojo home. Benji and lynn left earlier after the first round. i went there eat chocolate and went back to sleep so much fun. LIKE REAL -.-"


Before the majong thing after school, in school i was playing with photoshop edited a few pictures to be uploaded into friendster. while i was browsing through other people's friendster i realised many of them had their pictures so called beautified with photoshop so i had to experiment with mine, hope it doesn't looks so shabby. can view my friendster at www.friendster.com/benb3nben .